With A Grain of Salt…

Tiptoeing in Vengeance Spawns into Rage ~

Sadly it seems every single day I am seeing a person I genuinely love fall into the temptation of vengeance, for their cause of “Being right.”  They often stand on the principle; to right a wrong, however heartfelt and genuine that may be…  I keep seeing them in the Spirit, standing on a cliff ready to slip, sending chills up my spine.  My heart longs to love them back to solid ground, but for some reason they cannot hear my call, nor can they hear Jesus’s love call at the moment.  He is attentively awaiting their calling out to Him.

Vengeance is a very dangerous game at the moment.  The Lord blessed us with His road map in this life, the Bible, which leads us to still waters and green pastures.  In It He teaches us to never repay evil for evil.  In other words, He knows we have been hurt in our lives – some of us deeply wounded and if those wounds are not released and healed by Him, we will carry with us those wounds for many, many years until one day, we loose all sense of control.

Most recently in Florida, we saw what brokenness can do; when it turns into vengeance, walked out in rage, by that precious young man in Florida who took the lives of 17 innocent victims – 15 being children no less.  In just a few minutes of time, lives were shattered for hundreds of hearts, like a ripple on a lake which cannot be held back.   No one can turn back time and I just imagine if this boy were given the chance, he would turn back time.  It was no coincidence that this young man picked LOVE day to send his last cry out, “No one loves me.”  I pray for him constantly.

I cried often a few days ago, imagining the shattering of a Mother’s heart for her child, innocent and vulnerable, taken so soon before life really began.  The fear of loving too much is seared into a mother’s heart.  Lord have mercy is all I can utter when the ache seems to much to bare.  I was noticing the different responses by the variety of people who stepped to the microphone to speak over the course of the past few days.

All were broken…  Most were crying…  Many were questioning the why’s and I must admit I have that question myself…  Compassion was on the lips of the majority who speak of this tragedy…

However, what I really noticed was the defining line between who was, “Truly broken, calling out for help,” and those who were “Truly broken, seeking to repay evil with evil, insuring punishment and vengeance prevailed.”  It is really upsetting to see this all play out.  I kept asking myself – Can’t they see it was vengeance turned into rage that drove him to such a madden state to kill a life, any life – not the ones who hurt him even?  The enemy had entered into him because he was so broken, he was taken over to the point he lusted to shed innocent blood.  Not one of those innocent victims had inflicted pain on him, but if one tiptoes in vengeance long enough they most certainly will become full of rage on a path to shedding innocent blood, as well.

I am giving my all right now not to worry.  I have a deepened level of concern for anyone who is angry at the moment, acting out of frustration that cannot be taken back as we say and do things we later will regret.  This is not to say we don’t all get frustrated or upset at times, but rather what do we do with these emotions when they come upon us?  Can we hold our tongues until Jesus purifies our hearts again?  Can we forgive, release and bless those who spitefully use us, withhold love or do not want to hear us?  Or do we stay in a state of frustration for hours, days, weeks or even years, leading us down a path of vengeance?

Just give it all to Jesus.  He is enough.

With A Grain of Salt… 

     This means you can take it or leave it.  This is my heart on the matter, so to speak.💗

Please, time is just too short to be holding anyone to a standard as high as yours.  We live in such a spiritually volatile season right now and we need the covering of Jesus more than ever.  Sowing and reaping, in some cases, is practically instantaneous.   We may not mean to hurt another permanently, but in this time it is best not to gamble on reaping later, what was just sown now.  Especially, just to be heard and just to be right.  I keep getting stern warnings to walk out what we talk, as we simply BE LOVE, rather than speaking of it.  Nothing is worth losing our souls over, nothing.  If something is causing you to sin, pluck it out immediately and especially if what you are doing hurts another person in any form or fashion. 

Our Father is Sovereign. 

Glorify Him, avoiding all appearances of evil and the glorifying of it. 

Guard your eyes and ears and choose wisely the well from which you drink.  

Come Lord Jesus, Come…

                        In His Love💗 Angela ~ Marked By Heaven

A Prelude To Darkness – The United Nations & Lucis Trust

A Prelude To Darkness

The United Nations & Lucis Trust

“The general staff of the christ is already active in the form of the New Group of World Servers… which guides the destiny of the world.”

There is a strong delusion which has come upon the land, guided by a deadly hand of darkness lurking behind the scenes, seeking to devour as many souls as possible. It presents as a façade of goodwill, unity, hope and love, however, for those who drink of its poison eternal death is their destiny.  There are many who have sipped its concoction of sweetness. As the shroud lures them into a deep sleep of self-deception, dreaming of paradise unimaginable, they are at last able to escape from this upside down world of hate. Upon drinking in this first sip of deceit, a sensitivity to the dark evil intentions of this entity is erased, distorting the spiritual eyes of its captor, until finally divine spiritual discernment is exhausted.  It is only though Jesus, the One and True Light of the world we are able to attain clarity into this realm of darkness and overcome its adversity. While the Church is drifting on the seas of lala land, the majority will awaken into a present day nightmare facilitated by an evil prowler under the guise of the United Nations, who endorses “The great theme of the new world religion will be the recognition of the many divine approaches – [to God]”

The United Nations was formed in 1945 as an international organization whose stated aims include facilitating cooperation in international lawinternational securityeconomic developmentsocial progress, human rights, achievement of world peace and contains multiple subsidiary organizations to carry out its missions.  Currently there are 193 member states, consisting of every internationally recognized sovereign state in the world.  It is important to note the United States is the largest financial contributor to the UN, resulting in a total 22% for its funding, secondly is Japan at 12.53%.  Most recently on May 12, 2012, United States President Barack Hussein Obama signed Executive Order 13609, Promoting International Regulatory Cooperation, essentially placing the total dominance of our Country under the United Nations umbrella.

The UN, headquartered in New York City, and deemed as being located on “international territory,” has offices around the world consisting of six principal organs, as follows:

  • General Assembly
  • Security Council
  • Economic and Social Council
  • Secretariat
  • International Court of Justice
  • Trusteeship Council

In addition, a few prominent UN system agencies include the World Health Organization, World Food Programme, UNICEF, Red Cross and Lucis Trust.  One must give consideration to the ongoing intervention by the most elite in the world who are big influences in steering the UN, as a whole.  You may recognize the Bilderberg’s, Rothchild’s and Rockefeller’s, just to name a few. The Illuminati and Freemasons rank highest upon coming alongside this evil element pursing the New World Order.  One particular quote from the Lucis Trust website reads, “The spirit of Masonry is the spirit of the eternal “Quest”, a key to both individual and group progress toward God’s goal for man…. modern Masonry is destined to bring spiritual benefits to all people.”

I would be remiss if I did not mention, President Obama set precedence in our country when he served as President of the UN Security Council in 2009, which was reasonably controversial. No current standing President of the United States had ever served in a key appointment to the United Nations until Mr. Obama.

As we examine the bowels of darkness within the UN this is where we find Lucis Trust, buried deep within the dark realm of the United Nations, masquerading as a procurer of “light and goodwill.” To no further ado, let me introduce you to your planned world should the Lord tarry and the enemy’s plans prevail…

Lucis Trust was founded by Foster & Alice Bailey in early 1922 under the guise of a publishing company initially named, Lucifer Publishing Co.  Due to the provocative nature of the name, in 1925 the name was changed to Lucis Publishing Co, which it remains today.  It was during this period Lucis Trust joined hands with the United Nations operating under the Economic and Social Council.  1932 marked the birthdate of World Goodwill, which furthered the plans and opened various doors to Lucis Trust international to prey upon its victims through outreach, under the guise of humanitarian servant hood and goodwill.

Given the open and indiscreet manner in which these minions operate it behooves one to believe what they are reading is actually true.  In much study of this manifestation of darkness, I often find myself questioning am I really reading this?  The Bible speaks in 2 Corinthians 11:14 “Satan disguises himself as an angel of light,” and I cannot remember a juncture more perfectly orchestrated for him to disguise himself as the One True Savior, Jesus Christ.

As with all elements of darkness a hint of Biblical Truth is usually fractioned in to deceive the perception of his prey.  Evidenced by terms used throughout Lucis Trust, it appears the enemy has stepped up his deceptive tactics and cleverly attempted to fool the heart of believers, by using key words such as love, good will, the christ, faith, charity and peace, just to name a few.  Reading the Index on the Lucis Trust website, it appears as if you are reading directly into the heart of Jesus.  And then you go deeper and it gets darker until you realize the christ they are beckoning to save the world is actually the one who will come to destroy it and take as many souls with him to hell as possible when he finally comes face to face with the Almighty Father, Himself.

Lucis Trust has one goal, which is to usher in the New World Religion under the anti-christ, and they are using the largest New World Order platform today to accomplish this mission of lightless existence, the United Nations.  The case for darkness against Lucis Trust is easy to assemble given the self-incriminating testimony they profess.  Let’s take a walk on the darkside into their venomous schemes of seduction, exposed through their own statements, need I remind you when they reference “The Christ” it sure is not Jesus.

Below are quotes extracted directly from the Lucis Trust website:

“Circumstances and happenings will not necessarily be exactly as the Scriptures would appear to indicate.”

“This triumph of the Christ consciousness must always be spoken of in terms of religion, of church-going and of orthodox beliefs is one of the incredible triumphs of the forces of evil.”

“Christians are apt to forget that the crisis in the final hours of the Christ was not that spent upon the Cross, but those spent in the Garden of Gethsemane.”

“The generally accepted idea that He will return as a triumphant warrior, omnipotent and irresistible, has surely no basis in fact.”

“He recognizes and loves those who are not Christian but who retain their allegiance to their Founders–the Buddha, Mohammed and others. He cares not what the faith is if the objective is love of God and of humanity.”

“It is not the evil rampant in the world today which is hindering the revelation and hindering the enfoldment of the spiritual life….avoid the fanatical idea that anyone’s individual interpretation of the truth must necessarily be the only and correct one.”

“Yet light and love have been revealed to the world by two great Sons of God in two Approaches – [Christ & Buddha]”

“The Science of invocation and evocation will take the place of what we now call “prayer” and “worship.”

As you can see, the devil is in the details, as these are a mere sampling of the hundreds of pages on the Lucis Trust website, containing the plots and ploys to convert all of society into their one fold of falsity.  They state,“In the future world, all men of spiritual inclination and intention everywhere will keep the same holy days”  In Philippians 4:7 the Lord tells us to “Guard our hearts and minds in Jesus Christ,” certainly that is only accomplished by seeking “Jesus, Who is the Way, the Truth and the Life to which no one comes to the Father” John 14:6, which is contrary to the Lucis Trust statement “A divine Son of God has come forth and under many different names.”

Need I remind you, this web of guile is spinning fast and furious, to an already lagging behind Church.  While we were sitting back singing Jesus Loves Me and lulling those in the pews fast asleep, the enemy has been scheming since the Garden, orchestrating his day of spotlight as the morning star.  “God works in many ways, through many faiths and religious agencies; this is one reason for the elimination of non-essential doctrines.” Quoted from Lucis Trust founder, Alice Bailey.

God is raising up an army of passionate, warring, Biblically strong champions who do not waiver on His foundations of Truth. They will walk with Him like Enoch, are fed by Him like Elijah, worship him like Mary, obey Him like Noah, lead like Moses with the brevity of David all wrapped up in One. At this juncture we must band together in prayer, seeking and acting upon God’s plans for us daily and spend time in the written Biblical word. The task ahead of us is not for the weak, however, the power behind us is great. 

God says, “You are either with Me or against Me…” Which one are you?

*Published on Beforeitsnews, October 27, 2012

Unbreak My Heart ~ Song Lyrics

💗Who am I Lord that you should care for me
What am I other than a wretched one
I sin against you and I curse “Amazing Grace”
What am I Lord that you should call me yours

Still I hear
Still in small voice in my ear
Such a voice wipes away every tear

I’m nothing more than just a speck of matter
I know I don’t deserve a place with You
I’m weak and poor and don’t have much to offer
But all I have, oh God, I give to you

Lay it down
If we had such a thing as a crown
Throw myself at the foot of your throne

I will worship you Father in spirit
I will worship you Lord in all truth
I will worship you God with my whole heart
It’s the one I know that’s sure to please you
Is to worship you Lord because I love you


This song was taken from a dance performance, the Composer and Songwriter is unknown.

Awakened, Finding Myself… Accidentally In Love

Awakened, Finding Myself…

                       Accidentally In Love💗

But he that is joined unto the Lord is one spirit.

1 Corinthians 6:17

One may never fully know how deep they sleep, until suddenly they awaken at the kiss of destiny, onto their path of the divine.  Sitting a drift on a sea of torment, of course I had desire, but no will to behave.  Was it me or was it him? And this day, does it really matter?  All I know is one moment I was longing with ache in a slumbering heart and in another I awakened, finding myself accidentally in love.

Do I dare to take this walk with the one who has stirred that which was bound to escape, or shall I press in and release beyond the confusion and falsities which lulled me to rest?  With a stammering heart I flee to find escape from this hold, yet with the unveiling of the heart’s eyes, a glance is just a glance and I do not know how to find slumber, forever more.  The imprint upon it conveys trust it, it’s true. With hesitancy I withhold, as nothing’s been shown.  Full joining is relevant before time took its place and I whisper please help me, as I’ve fallen from Grace.

In the Heavenlies, it slept until the Father joined waters rushing… How does one separate the two bound together, forever before and forever after?  In the natural I’m pulled to quick disbelief, yet I know in my heart there is no relief.  This was not willed, nor was it planned, simply a mere cry hidden in the dark… Yet the tears have not ceased, so I ask myself why?  I want it to stop and I want to run away… Just how does one erase an elite Signature of the Divine?  In visions I dance and I dream to forget, the placement I’ve found, leads me to overwhelming regret.

When one sleeps and never gets rest, it matters not whether awake or in slumber, I have discovered no love to fulfill this void I am under.  Most days I do not wish to be overtaken by this compliment embracing my soul, then again I have been given, by no holding back of my own.  With words and promises my heart is fixed and it’s sealed, then I am empty of actions, while torrents of doubt rain over me in paralyzing fear.  Where I lack, he completes and I offer the same, so like an ocean we flow upon unity unto the council of all times.

From my sleepy state it is a risk til` the end, unto a date firmly set by Him, Who sees more.  This unyielding love requires my all and all. In return I am empty and longing for the one, whose dreams carry me.

Today, just today, I want to drift back to sleep…

For a moment forget…

💗I was awakened, finding myself…Accidentally in love.

To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the Heaven.

Ecclesiastes 3:1

*Book excerpt from ~ Marked By Heaven’s Serendipity

Ashes for Beauty… His Glory in Clarity ~

💗Ashes for Beauty…

                        His Glory in Clarity

For even if I traded all notions of speech in its purest form, no words would glide pass my lips worthy to define my thoughts towards him. Freely, I dream him when I’m not sleeping and I dance with him in my slumber.  In fleeting moments he is the piece of me I wish I didn’t need, then I drown in him again and its worth it every time.  As we take each step closer to the other side, glancing at the footsteps left behind, I am chasing him relentlessly and I don’t know why.

This prearranged destiny bears no choice of mine, it is known by all the Hosts, I am going…Willing or unwilling, for his fate has been sealed and mine follows behind.

His ways exchange light within my soul, while his breath covers me in the shadows of love. Each encounter with him sizzles the darkened corners of my reality, unequalled by the fairest in the land.   In pure sacrifice he exchanges my ashes for beauty, to him I am a flower he wasn’t searching to find.   Progressively, I await this love I’ve been granted once again, perpetually I dream of him when I’m not sleeping… Entangled I search for a glimpse of his longing, while scared I sit covered in ashes… Falling back, into him each time.

At last my love, in remembrance embraces.

For my ashes transformed… Are his beauty. He is my clarity.

This is a simple story, which ending is not a tragedy.

And although I await, with unleashed expectancy, he is faithfully right on time…

 To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that he might be glorified. Isaiah 61:3


Excerpt from Marked By Heaven’s Serendipity ~ Angela

If I Should Walk Away…

If I Should Walk Away…

If I should walk away would our paths cross again? 

Would I lie in a sea of regret, taking notice of sand particles which slipped right on through? 

Would I rest firmly at ease knowing on a clear day it would have worked, or would I wander aimlessly knowing a little would have actually reaped the full lot? 

Would I know without a doubt it was never meant to be, or would I feel starved, alone and scared for I now know, Who truly held the key?

Choices in life do not come without bars and walking without order, makes it too easy to see. 

I glean from the messages and spaces in between, it was never you all along; So it must have been me. 

I cry and I squirm and I dance and I sing, yet no desire is heard; So I sit and I ponder, for if I walk away… What notice, if any, will likely it stir?

Looking back on moments it happened in chords, yet yearning decreases, settling upon the wings of tormenting hidden words. 

How did I get here? There is only One who truly knows, and it is He, Who sits in the Heavenlies on God’s Holy Throne.

If I could have just a small glimpse of the Divine carrying me, I might, just possibly not run, to walk away from Thee. 

I live in a land of forced if’s and decrees, yet nothing seems to quench the thirst fortifying me.

In dreams while awake, I imagine it all, yet the higher I go, the harder I fall.

I want to be done and finished with this day, yet as soon as one departs, another is on it’s way.

I asked for all this, I did, there’s no one to blame. Yet in confusion I plead… How do I stomp out this One’s eternal flame?

With question, upon question and me being me, please someone can you tell me…  How do I walk away from me?

The most fearful question leads up to the end…

For if I should walk away… Will you run after me instead?




How many times have we ran or walked away from Him?  For myself, it is has been too numerous to count.  If He is anything, He is “Present, never fleeing and never leaving.”  One of my most treasured moments with Him, in the secret place, is when I fully grasped just how much Jesus loves me.  On that day, it was as if He allowed me to simply observe, as a recepient, just how much…

Jesus prayed for us…

I have manifested thy name unto the men which thou gavest me out of the world; thine they were, and thou gavest them me; and they have kept they word.

Now they have known that all things whatsoever thou hast given me are of thee.

For I have given unto them the words which thou gavest me; and they have received them, and known surely that I came out from thee, and they have believed that thou didst send me.

I pray for them; I pray not for the world, but for them which thou has given me; for they are thine.

And all mine are thine, and thine are mine; and I glorified in them.

And now I am no more in the world, but these are in the world, and I come to thee.  Holy Father, keep through thine own name those whom thou hast given me, that they may be one, as we are.

While I was with them in the world, I kept them in thy name; those that thou gavest me I have kept, and none of them is lost, but the son of perdition; that the scripture might be fulfilled.

And now come I to thee; and these things I speak in the world, that they might have my joy fulfilled in themselves.

I have given them thy word; and the world hath hated them, because they are not of the world, even as I am not of the world.

I pray not that thou shouldest take them out of the world, but that thou shouldest keep them from the evil.

They are not of the world, even as I am not of the world.

Sanctify them through thy truth; thy word is truth.

As thou hast sent me into the world, even so have I also sent them into the world.

And for their sakes I sanctify myself, that they also might be sanctified through the truth.

Neither pray I for these alone, but for them also which shall believe on me through their word; That they all may be one; as thou, Father, art in me, and I in thee, that they also may be one in us; that the world may believe that thou hast sent me.

And the glory which thou gavest me I have given them; that they may be one, even as we are one; I in them, and thou in me, that they may be made perfect in one; and that the world may know that thou hast sent me, and hast loved them, as thou hast loved me.

Father, I will that they also, whom thou hast given me, be with me where I am; that they may behold my glory, which thou hast given me; for thou lovedst me before the foundation of the world.

O righteous Father, the world hath not known thee; but I have known thee, and these have known that thou hast sent me.  And I have declared it; that the love wherewith thou hast loved me may be in them, and I in them.

John 17:6-26


Following this prayer, Jesus entered the Garden of Gethsemane and was betrayed.

Knowing, He prayed.

 Thank You, Jesus for running after me, when I walk away from You.

He is pure love demonstrated.


A Tribute of Love

I’ve written a thousand words before, inspired by your life
But never thought about the day, when I’d have to say goodbye
In all of my selfishness if I could be King, only for today
I’d turn back time & you’d be here, telling me everything will be ok
You’d hold me in your loving arms, then find a way to make me laugh
We’d sit on the porch drinking sweet tea, reminiscing of the past
We’d talk about the good old days, when I was young and so were you
You’d tell me how I used to pester Bryce, & he’d kick me out of his room
I’d tell you how beautiful you are, & how much your life means
Then you’d quickly change the subject & go back to talking about me
Even though my heart is broken, I’m glad I’m not the King
Instead I’ll hold onto every word unspoken, & rejoice as the angels now sing
For you are a light God gave to me, for only a season in this life
To show me who I want to be & to set my eyes on the Most High
You taught me how to store up treasure, in the world beyond this vapor
To give freely, to love wholly & to do the work of Our Savior
Right now I know you’re looking down with a big smile on your face
I can only imagine how many crowns, God’s gifted you in your new place
So I’ll smile through the pain & I’ll laugh through the tears
I’ll cherish ever memory and know, that we do not say Goodbye here
Today, I’ll celebrate your victory & be glad that made it home
Looking forward to the day we meet again, in Heaven where we belong

                    Written By ~ Jodi in Memory of Granny♥

Blessed Union of Souls… A Glimpse Into the Beauty of You

Blessed Union of Souls…

                                                     A Glimpse into the Beauty of You


One day I was granted a glimpse into that place of you.  You know, the familiar trenches of your heart you keep so tightly closed.  Oh how beautiful are the rugged edges you so proudly wear, how majestic are His ways.  I saw His fingerprints of comfort and a shadow of His footprints, on days He choose to carry you; when you proudly desired to walk.  I saw the scars you so boldly conceal as the numbing of your heart, in which I scarcely rejoiced.  As I peered further in I understood the dawning of pain by the Light and the why’s in ribbons you tied up so well.  I must confess, it pained me so to see such treasure locked up on one place.

To give love is easy, to receive love is divine.  You are a King at giving, yet receiving you decline.

Carrying on in a determination of love, I kept seeking to see the treasure you hide.  The chambers are becoming of a sacrifice always true, however, the one thing lacking was a piece of you.  On this quest I am purposed to discover what you thought was hidden.  Right there before me, there all the time, was the shattered to pieces remnant of a soul, who deep down desired what he once had in a time of old.

Elated for joy, I knew it was there, seeking, I found what he is not willing to unveil.

I took a glimpse into the beauty of you and found much more than Earthly words can describe.  There were no walls in this secret place, but rather a child in brokenness, where He resides.  You see, it is not your strength I searched so deeply to find, but rather a place of need I could call home.  There is no greater love than to lay down your life for another, however, consider this…  Quite possibly there is one who is made to lay their life down beside the beauty of you.

Embraced by the glimpse into the beauty of you…  Do you know what I saw?  I saw me, as I looked deeper into your soul, sealed upon the etches of pain, seared as a Blessed Union of Souls.

I calmly walked away, drifting into the night and I wondered…  This time, will he seek to find mine?


January 11, 2017