BROKEN ~ To Be Made WHOLE

It’s hollow where it used to be,
The heart that beat inside of me.
I’m not at home within this place,
Swallowed in this darkening waste,
What used to be God’s beautiful lands
Now sick, decayed at the hands of man.
I hear, “You must complete the race”
As stinging tears roll down my face.
Take me home, Lord, I cannot stand
In this dark, infested, dying land.
Pills and blades and fists to wall,
Broken, I barely am able to crawl.
I don’t have it together and I’m not okay;
“Just give it to Jesus” they always say.
I give it a million times in a day
Still I struggle and fight to find my way.
“I’ll pray for you” comes to my ears;
I’ve heard that all my lonely years.
I appreciate the heart, I truly do,
Yet I never feel any closer to You.
I knock, I beg, I seek Your face
Yet here I stay in this broken place.
I don’t understand, I never have,
Struggling, suffering, broken, sad.
If I quit this race am I forever condemned
Though my love for You will never end?
Since I was a babe my heart was for You
It forever will be, even if fire consumes.

💗Written By ~ Pureheart Sis

Happy Endings~

💗Who doesn’t like a Happy Ending?

The truth is I rarely watch TV anymore.  Mainly because I am so busy doing the “Momma” thing, while being in the ministry full time, I rarely have just a moment to myself.  With that being said…  I do occasionally in the evenings, try to do something mindless and unwind as I lay on the couch and turn the TV on before bed.  I do not like the News anymore, knowing most of it is not based in truth and is a set up for pivoting one person against another through blame, stirring up strife as to who’s fault this mess we are in is, in order to serve that person up on a platter of sacrifice and offering for the day.

Instead, I tend to gravitate to The Hallmark Channel – gotta love those pure love movies or some sort of Home Improvement Show.  I must confess to you my guilty pleasure of being a faithful fan of Dr. Phil.  He is so full of wisdom and loves Jesus and has a life laid down to helping others.  Therefore, I find a commonality he and I share in assisting the hurting.  He always says, “I will put some verbs in my sentences” and I too believe we can speak of freedom all day long, but if the person does not know how to walk out being free, it is often unfruitful.  Dr. Phil assists those unto completion, which I love.  In addition, my prayer life has grown exponentially over the course of time, as I intercede for those who are struggling in such a way.

Since I tend to have a constant and ongoing dialogue with Father, the other night I asked Him.  Why do I like these shows?  He spoke into my heart saying, “You like Happy Endings.”  I sort of giggled and thought to myself, yes I do.  At this point, I shut the TV off to spend alone time with just Him and ponder what He had shown me about me.  I love the fact that He knows us better than we know ourselves.💗

He hath made every thing beautiful in his time: also he hath set the world in their heart, so that no man can find out the work that God maketh from the beginning to the end.

Ecclesiastes 3:11

He began to speak to me of beautiful things and how we too are a divine part of His Happy Ending, as He put the Earth into motion, He aligned the stars and all that was encompassed about, He breathed His breath of life into all of His creation.  He does not make mistakes and all He does is perfect… We, being imperfect, He is forming us into the Image of His Son Jesus and therefore we too shall be perfect.  In His time.  When we give our hearts to Jesus, our life will follow.  What is so beautiful is that we then discover we know nothing, where before we thought we knew it all.  I love this part because I used to think I could handle my life, now seeing I can handle nothing in my own strength.  Not even ENDINGS.  Especially not ENDINGS.

Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God.

Hebrews 12:2

We have all had so many losses in this life and with loss comes heartache.  For those of us who are IN the World, but NOT OF IT, there are days when we feel down heartened and hopeless, as if our HAPPY ENDING will never come.  The Lord reminded me our Happy Ending is not found in this World or even in our own time and even though He tarries, He is right on time.   He wants us to stop searching for that which can never be found on Earth, our Happy Ending is reserved for a time to come.  He was showing me how much of our frustration binds us down because we are still longing to have on Earth, only that which is gleaned from Heaven.

So why do I gravitate to these TV shows?  Because my heart is all about reconciliation and turning something broken and falling apart into something beautiful and fruitful.  Whether it be a broken down house or a broken down marriage or family dynamic, I am inspired to see the Lord working through love and design to make all things new.

He has been bringing to my remembrance lately of how it is in our place of brokenness we often seek to find Him more passionately and desperately.  This delights Him very much.  Knowing I do not have anything of worth to offer Him, it humbles me to tears that all He ever desires of me is to desire, Him.💗

Jesus is our HAPPY ENDING.

And when we fully become one with Him again on that day, we too will share in our own HAPPY ENDING, as His beloved Bride who has denied herself all the happiness of this World, to gain that which is everlasting and pure…  The LOVE OF JESUS.

To give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness…

Isaiah 61:3

May the Lord Bless You Today in His Love with a Promise and Hope for a NEW BEGINNING in Him.💗

In His Pure Love,

💗Angela~Marked By Heaven

 

 

 

The Granted Choice~By: Craig Sheehy

Stuck in bondage,

Feeling the weight… Of all the regrets, all of the mistakes.

Led around bound and tied,

To all our sins, all our lies.

A tragic life of misery,

All because we did not see.

We did not look,

We did not hear,

And now we’re led around in fear.

Did we not listen?

Did we not see?

The good Lord calling out to thee.

We looked, we heard, yet turned away…  Now we are led to satans grave!

The Sight of Love~By: Craig Sheehy

You said I was lost,

How can this be?

I sit in your tears for ETERNITY.

You said I was gone,

Don’t you see I’m standing right in front of thee?

I sit here trapped in the swing of time,

Only seen by the blind.

For those with sight cannot see,

Even what’s set in front of thee.

Can you see the love cast in the moonlight?

Can you see Jesus and His light?

Can you see the sight that Jesus brings?

The blind can hear,

The deaf can sing,

The praises of God above everything.

The Treasure ~ By: Craig Sheehy

I walked in sin, I let it last

I had no future, lost my past

I crossed that line between sin and death

Pain was my friend, what I knew best.

Here but there tossed everywhere

I drowned in the waves of my very existence

I did not look, I did not see

To wrapped up in misery.

A dead man walking, the prisms of life

A self inflicted prison

A self inflicted strife.

I was the enemy of my own life… BUT GOD, But God came you see.

He took my hand, walked beside me, He saw my sin He saw my death, He took hold and gave me rest.

Taught me, showed me, what I could not see, gave me the freedom to be all I can be.

For if we live through JESUS CHRIST, we are blessed with perfect life.

Given treasures for all to see.

They may not be silver and gold

But they are the treasures that save your soul, give you peace and perfect rest, JESUS is the treasure that keeps you blessed.

No better treasure to receive than the LOVE, my SAVIOUR HAS FOR ME.

WEIGHED, FOUND WANTING ~ By: Craig Sheehy

THEE UNLEASHING OF DESOLATION

THEE IMPENDING DOOM

TO BE RELEASED AGAINST THE FLESH

THE SIN OF MAN

I SAW A VISION, A DEEP DARK HOLE

I SAW A VISION, OF DOWN BELOW

IT WAS A DARK AND DUSTY SIGHT

IT’S EVIL CRIED ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT

THE DEMONS SCRATCHED THEY EVEN CLAWED AT ONE ANOTHER TO GET ABOVE

THE HORDE WAS RAVISHING IN THE NIGHT

HELL HAS BEEN RELEASED WHAT A EARTHLY PLIGHT

A CANCER SPREAD ACROSS THE EARTH

CAN WE EVEN IMAGINE THE GIRTH?

HOW MUCH PAIN THERE IS TO COME

DO WE UNDERSTAND WHAT IS COMING?

THE WRATH OF GOD HAS NO MERCY, IT IS HIS FINISHING HIS COMPLETION

IT MUST BE DONE

SO HELL SHALL WALK AMONGST THIS PLACE

ALL THOSE LEFT WILL SEE IT’S FACE

AS THE 4 HORSEMEN RIDE

DEATH, STARVATION AND PESTILENCE SHALL RISE

THE SCALES WILL BE AGAINST THEM ALL

AS WE WATCH WE SEE THEM FALL

CONSUMED BY EVERYTHING

WE DID NOT NEED THE CANCER OF A SINFUL LIFE

HAS COME TO KILL TO TAKE YOUR LIFE

THEY HAD GOD’S LOVE YET TOSSED IT ASIDE

TO BELIEVE IN SIN, TO BELIEVE IN LIES

THERE IS NO ONE TO SET THEM FREE

THEY ARE LOST

NEVER TO BE IN THE SIGHT OF LOVE

THE SIGHT OF GRACE

THE SIGHT OF THE GOOD LORDS SMILING FACE

SO WHILE YOU CAN TURN AROUND

LOOK BACK TO THE LORD

BECOME HEAVEN BOUND

BECAUSE IF NOT YOU SHALL SEE THE PAIN THE SUFFERING HELL HAS FOR THEE

TRUST JESUS AND LIVE

OUR LORD’S RETURN IS IMMINENT.

TRUST ~ By: Craig Sheehy

A torn heart, a broken mind,

Do we break the ties that bind?

Do we look, yet turn away?

From the love our SAVIOR gave.

Do we know when sin took hold?

And cast us down that deadly road.

When we took Gods love and amazing grace,

Exchanged it for our own embrace.

A life of me, a life of self,

A life of nothing, a life of waste,

A life that surely need be replaced.

I pray someday you will turn around,

Look to the Lord, stop looking round.

I pray one day we all will know,

What our LORD gave to keep us from below.

He gave HIMSELF for you and me He gave HIMSELF to set us free.

Praise the love of JESUS CHRIST IT NOT ONLY LOVE IT SAVES YOUR LIFE!!!!!!!!! TRUST JESUS

FIRE and ICE

Fire and Ice,

Hot and cold.

What is the temperature of your soul?

Does Gods fire melt your ice?

Or has the coldness taken your life?

Have you been blinded by a cold cold heart, broken down, ripped apart?

Let Gods fire set you free,

Give back life to you and me.

LET God fire His passion,

His love,

Be all you seek from Heaven above.

Author ~ Craig Sheehy

February 28, 2018

A Mighty Angel

A mighty angel Wields His sword
                                                 Casting forth the words of the Lord
The battle has started
The time has come
                    Let all thee unfaithful
Turn and run
The Lords Mighty power shall set all things free
                    One wield of the sword
All shall see
Grace, mercy and our Lords liberty
One swoop of His sword
Time shall change
Our lives shall never be the same
Some will stay some will go
May we pray for those who end up below
Do you feel the wind?
The flowing air?
The power of God everywhere
Do you feel His love upon sins death?
Do you realize His battle shall bring you rest?
A mighty angel Wields God sword
Casting forth the words of the LORD.

Author ~
Craig Sheehy

Act of Divine Consummation

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Therefore, what God has joined together, let no man separate.

Mark 10:9

Often in familiarity, I have spoken of this valiant one, yet in the drifting whispers of the night at hand, it was distinct… although expected, in a surprising design.  How does one even begin to etch with ink, the combustion of the Heavenly Stars, or the making of mountains or flowing of seas? For all of these handiworks combined at the Father’s command, pales in comparison to the night in which divine consummation took a stand.

Our upmost decree of the highest regard is with humble and honor to Whom it is due, for my love and I together, as One, join in thanksgiving and full submission to our Heavenly Father, Granter and Designer of the divine consumption in which we partook.  In stranded pearls and raptured delight unleased, of worship divine and pleasantly sweet, no words can describe this anointed release.  Things will never be the same… Wholly submitted we are, signed into coveted oath, this decree shall stand in light of the Hosts.

Two joining as one, it is written and sealed, in bands and cords we do fully yield.  To teach one His truth’s, His Holy way, matched perfectly in love, fully having its way.  Breathlessly the innocent secrets of treasures placed hidden, consummating that seed imparted by one, unto another, so forever it grew.  He is permanently joined, I can feel him at pleasure, twirling we dance in this circle unbroken, burning fervently as a ring of fire… Consuming and void from quenching our eternal desire.

It blossoms, it heeds, it desperately gives way… To fully satisfy one unto another, is beyond any fleshly pleasure.  Searching of truth has lead me to find my vacant other, for the giving of self, by the Father’s design, I have been joined to the one in which I sought to find.

Since the end is where we begin… Ending of self, becoming as “We”…

As an Act of Divine Consummation, we eternally shall be.

 

 

Act of Consummation~February 2,2014

Excerpt from ~ Marked By Heaven’s Serendipity